Sometimes I wonder why I bother, I think I can look at myself in the mirror and say hand on heart that who I am on the net is who I am, period. However more and more I am intended to doubt others and if they are putting on a facade for me. If everyone was just honest, things would go a lot smoother. I really need friends near me because I am spending way too much time on here. My life consists of work and the internet. How sad eh!?!

Although today I did go out. The 'middle child' Paula got engaged to her boyfriend Matt a little while back and today we all went off to his mum's house for a meal. Matt is a real cool guy and it seems so is his family. I hope they thought we were alright too but that is something I always worry about. So anyway it was a surprise for Paula and Matt and it worked really well as they had no idea! I am tres happy that my sister got back with Matt because she is a lot more open and relaxed when they have been together as opposed to her other boyfriends that she has had and she clicks with the rest of his family which is real good to see.

So today was the first time me and my parents had met my oldest sister's boyfriend. She has got through quite a few bless her but James seems alright from first impressions. Again, I wonder what he thought of us. Not sure I would have coped too well with meeting so many new people in one go but he did alright from where I was sitting. My parents are really pessimistic about Stacey's boyfriends as they think they put the curse on when they meet them so lets hope they are still together this time next week!!

All in all an alright day, back to work tomorrow though and a stretch of 10 days with just 1 day off....ouch!! Looking to book some time off real soon though as I'm not coping too well with work at the mo and its all getting on top of me. With Brendan leaving I don't really have anyone to talk to about it but I guess I'll struggle through.

Thanks for reading